I blacked out. I mean, I don’t even remember what all happened, at that point I just know I walked in with a perfectly healthy dog that was happy to be out And I, I had that feeling I was gonna walk out of there with nothing. So hard to see him on the table. Just, limp. And it just, I couldn’t even believe it I could not even put it in my head that this was real. I just sat there and basically just picked him up and held him. He was every bit of me in a dog, I can imagine. I mean he fulfilled me, like I, I had something so much more with him than I’ve had with any other family pet in my whole life. I was just praying he would come back, like I was just hoping for that miracle that I’ve seen, you know for other people and other families when I’ve gone on medical calls and I was just praying for that miracle for him for that day. For that moment. And it just wasn’t coming.